Agony

What pain is greater than this i bear, if there is let me feel it instead of this agony. Every breath is a torture ... every pulse is pain. Agony is the only thing i feel ... hate is only the language i speak. Unexplainable as the universe's start, i do not know why i feel this way. My pain is legendary, only your love will ease it. When shall i feel it? Only time will tell and only God knows.