Envy

How i wish im in his place; holding, touching, and caressing your gentle hand. What i must sacrifice to feed this envy of mine. Shadows cannot hide the pain it brings my soul. Bond unbreakable even by the tides and wrath of nature, is this love? How i wish i am with you, beside you every miniute i breath. O darkness hide my pain! But let it remain 'till i can be with her only then envy will recede along with this pain i bore for a long time.